today i finally felt like i might be catching up. catching up with what? i’m not sure if i can explain it. i feel like i’m getting to “that better place”. you know that place that you don’t really know where exactly it is, because it isn’t on a map anyplace and no one seems to have directions for you. that place. maybe it is the new meds talking. maybe it is the new me that is evolving here. whatever it is, i like it. i like having this rational, realistic focus on what the future holds and what the present means. nothing is perfect. many things are quite less than that, but they are good. and those things that aren’t so good, well i know that this too shall pass as the saying goes.
i think i need some good music to listen to. anyone have any recommendations?